Okay so you know how they say you're dreams are really just your subconscious trying to show you something? Well... Last night (this morning) I had the weirdest one ever. I was on the Real World and it was somewhere tropical (apparently I had signed up for any random MTV show in the past). But I had no idea how I got on the show and periodically I was having blackouts, and the people were literally insane, one was a total schizo.  After about a week or so in the house featuring many raucous parties in some random tropical location, I somehow remembered that I'm supposed to be in school and I have a band that I am fully committed to. I approached the rest of my housemates and told them that I was going to have to leave.  Fair and enough, they were all pretty sad about that one.  The next day, as I was about to approach the producers and tell them I had to leave, we got our "job" that all the cast members had to perform.  All of a sudden I found myself on a Scottish farm talking to the farmer and his daughter... Yeah.... Anyways I managed to find my way to the real "job" we were working at (apparently we were working at a retail store that happened to be 2 seconds away from the farm). As I finished talking to the producers I magically found myself awake.

2 seconds ago. I think I finally figured out what this whole dream meant. It was my body showing how much everything that's been going on in the passed couple of months really means to me.  Nothing is going to stand in my way with my family.

In other news, tonight's the big night. The Stone Pony. Status Green's CD Release Party. Doors are at 7:30. Which means that Foxes and Lions (one of my favorite local bands) should be kicking off at around 8:00. I expect tears to find a way of showing themselves tonight.  Hopefully I won't die after the show.....




Oh.. Yeah... I found out this week. I have gastritis. =(